Today is a really moody day for me .

First , I have a sore throat and small flu .

And at about 4 , my mum told me ,

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"Mama , passed away today " .

If she was still here , i have alot of things to tell her .

Mama , i stil remember when i was young , you
would always go to the market yourself and come back
with pancakes for me to eat .
You would watch Channel 48 everyday ,
and you would always talk to me
(Although im not sure what your talking about ) ,
You would look at my confused face and laugh .
And during dinner , you would always
accidentally knock you utensils on the plate really loudly .

I havent see you in a really long time .
And you left just like that , i didnt even have a chance to say bye .
Mum tod me , you couldnt reconise anyone .
And you jsut lay there on the bed .
But now , your in heaven .

If you were here , and if i could tell you one last thing ,
I would say , i love you and miss you terribly .

RIP mama , i love you .